2018/06/18

Nervous

Da Goddess @ 04:18

In a few hours we’ll be gathered at the house of Dad’s friends, celebrating Dad. His car club friends will be there, family, old family friends will be joining us, and it’ll be…a little overwhelming. Emotionally, it’ll be a heavy day. I mean, it’ll be lovely to have everyone together reminiscing, but it’ll be heavy on the old ticker for us.

I’m nervous about whether or not I’ll be able to say anything in front of a crowd. I know I CAN, but can I really? I want to. I want people to know the Dad I knew. I want them to see a side of him reserved just for us kids. But there’s a part of me that also wants to keep that between us girls.

I don’t know. I’m wavering. I don’t like wavering. I don’t like nervous.

Say a prayer for us girls, would you? I’d appreciate it very much. Thanks.

2 Comments

  1. Hope it went well and that you were able to share everything you wanted to…

    Comment by pam — 2018/06/18 @ 22:47

  2. It went beautifully, Pam. It really did. I don’t think it could have been better, unless Dad had been there himself. I would have loved for him to hear what everyone had to share about him.

    The weather was perfect, the guests were lovely, and no one drowned in tears.

    Comment by Da Goddess — 2018/06/20 @ 10:57

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